Coldplay is addictive.
Any song of theirs I listen to somehow locks their memorizing lyrics inside of me.
And it scares me.
I feel I'll split open, and be eaten alive. I know I'm going to change within the next few months, though I'm not sure if it will be for the better. I've always been...locked away. Safe. Protected. I'm not sure if I'll miss it or love being around all the strange and bad things in the world. I feel some gratitude towards my parents, yet some anger for keeping myself from everything for so long. It will only make me seem more ignorant when I do see the world for myself.
But on the plus side I have many things to look forward to.
-Linger t-shirt
-Money for shopping
-Shopping trip soon
-Going to high school
-Feeling life will change for the better
Maybe. Hopefully.
And ignite your bones. And I will try to fix you.
